It Is a Big City When You're Alone.

Not having someone that has been there constantly for six months is not easy.
The one time small streets seem so catacomb like. The buildings turn into skyscrapers.
Being on your own. It is some people's worst fear. Intimate interaction is a necessity for human beings. Not spooning or having a 5 person orgy, but just spending all your little senseless moments with someone to enjoy your time with. It's hard to explain, unless you know true love. Even loving friends. When you know that you would die for that person, you may know what I'm talking about.
Went to work today. Finally got my car fixed.
I don't know why i bought that car. What ever in my right mind motivated me to buy a car that looks like it flew out of fast and the furious is beyond me. But I love it. I have memories with that car.
After work I spent some time with a few friends. Nothing insane really, sat around had a couple drinks, and talked about creepy tattoo shop owners and weird acquaintances. It was good. It helps.

I may not know what is to come, but I feel like it will be good.
I am ready to live.
I'm ready to feel every moment of my life.
I don't want to die alone.
And I want to remember.
Every little insignificant moment.

Okay day overall.